- Let history repeat itself?
`hahuhe @ 12:39 AM
- 这几天感觉很烦。。第一次在我的人生中,我妈了那么多的脏话。可是那个是无可奈何的。
这是我抒发情绪的地方。。。
雨过了,一定会是晴天吗?
`hahuhe @ 11:27 AM
- 为何我要那么的受气?
我要专心。
`hahuhe @ 2:12 PM
- 崩溃
`hahuhe @ 2:18 AM
- Okay so here I am blogging again.
I think in life, in order to get into doing something, one has to get used to getting used to doing that something.
Like from young, we have to go to school. We are not born knowing that we have to go to school. Parents send us to school. Some children will the first few days in school horrible. Some will enjoy it. Some cry upon the thought of it. But, regardless of the varying emotions that children have, they still have to go to school.
Yep, getting into doing it, which will eventually become part of the life.
I wonder in life how many things are the ones that we really want to do, and which is we know they we need to do it, but is not really what we want to do.
Example like, bathing. Do we really like to do it or its juz part of life that we just need to do?
Hahas enough of randon thoughts for now.
Today it's the first day of school!
Maybe as people grow older, one will just accept what come to you. Unlike when I was in sec sch or college, the thought of school reopening will make me moody. Coz the start of school merely means the end of the holiday!
But right now, the start of school just means the start of a new semester to take up new modules and the whole cycle of piling projects will come upon me.
Yep I have accepted my fate.
I donno why there is always a hindrance from controlling on my diet. Maybe the muscles on the hands are too hard to control. Or maybe i am not determined enough (though i thought i am) to control myself.
Unlike what it is like in NUH when a schedule has been unknowingly planned out for me. After work, gym, eat fruit, go home, sleep. That has become a cycle for me for 2 months n it worked well.
I guess I need to start on something. No more procrastination.
I need happy air.
`hahuhe @ 1:16 AM
- Alright so here I am, resuscitating my blog again.
Hmm sometimes in life it can't help to have sudden drive which will make you do something..which is what I am doing right now haha.
I don't know how long will this last, but hope that it won't be a short 3 mins long, as the chinese quote - 三分钟热度.
Hmm i guess this holiday isn't one meaningful one..coz like the usual holidays, what you have planned to do just can't be done..
Yes, all because of procrastination.
Hmm i think it has been a problem in me. I realise that the only cure to my procrastination is when the feeling for emergency, which means doing things last minuteT_T.
I want a change~~ someone please save me.
I dwelled on the thought of checking emails every now and then for recent updates on the vetting progress. Why do people like emails so much? Emails flying everywhere that it makes things difficult sometimes to track down on simple stuff.
I seriously think that facebook and bittorrent are something which one will know that they are slight hindrance(depending on how long you use them) and motivation to further procrastination but yet something which one can't do without. No matter how determined one is in reducing the amount of time spent in using it, the hands will just unknowingly click the url..
Hai, i think next time people will be so well connected that there will be genes mutation and new genes will be produced and people will be interlinked without the need to connect to the internet.
Anyway on a lighter note, let me write down what is worth mentioning that will not make my holiday sound boring:
In 2010:
1) Bought myself two hamsters - Nana and Popo
Hmm okay writing their names triggers me to write more about them..so here it goes.
Actually what provokes me the sudden urge to keep hamsters is becoz of a snow white hamster i saw at Marina Square when I went out with my brother and his gf. I guess its something like love at first sight because it makes my heart settled that I should go for the one - that hamster which i saw. Haha but guess we do not have the fate because we were short of cash then (from buying the acoustic guitar..i love it:D) and so we decided to buy it the next day.
But the next day never happens, lol.
Yes it is, procrastination again. Hmm or maybe it's not as that time I was thinking where I could get similar but cheaper hamster. As money was quite tight then. At the same time, I got some advice from my guitar mates on the type of hamsters that are easier to rear.
In the end, i bought Nana and Popo~ well neither are from the first pet shops which I went to. They were from one of the pet shops that align along the shophouses at Serangoon North Ave 1.
The first that caught my attention was Nana, the light brownish Pudding. This small, chubby and sleepy lil' thing made me go awww. And Popo? Well I shall say that it's for the purpose of companion for Nana. But its the best companion:)
I used to keep hamsters the last time (max record of 13 hamsters in total at one time), and I didn't provide them with a good accommodation (a baby washing sink for the 13 hamsters which slowly reduced to a small CNY goodie container for the last survivor...hahha) nor acceptable living conditions (as tragedies happened when some starved to death and some died of thirst). Learning from mistakes and partly of guilt, I promised my current hamsters good life.
Good bedding, cute plastic house (maybe it seems like up to standard bungalow for them :P), water container which will be filled up when needed and (newly bought) lavender bathing sand (hmm they seems not to know how to use it apparently..). And most importantly, good food~ and a well controlled diet in case they die of overeating HAHA.
And yep! They are living happily now~ In the morning upon hearing their owner footsteps, they will frantically climb up and down the metal railings as they know that footsteps = foodsteps. HAHA! And at night, they will run on the threadwheel and have some vigorous exercise (thank god).
One thing - hope they will use the bathing sand soon...
Oh and another thing - there is slight change to Nana's emotion recently. When I bought it she was very calm, allowing me to carry it around when I wanted to.
Now, she was like a ferocious biter. Even when I try to stroke its back, it will flip around immediately to plant its teeth on the strokerT_T
Hmm pregnant? or early PMS...
We shall see. hahaha.

This is Nana, say hello.

This is Popo, acting dead.
2) Has attempted to make the chocolate marshmellow cake! Hehe. I can still rmb the first attempt when both Tianzhu and Xin Er came to my place to make 2 cakes, one for trial and the other one for Tianzhu's father as it was his birthday (on christmas eve!).
Well the first attempt is always the one whereby you will learn your mistakes, so that you can make a better cake the next time. Which I did! The first and the second layer are properly made now but juz that the third layer is still very soggy.
Means, the third attempt will be a good one! (I hope:D)
3) Wanted to learn rollarblading but I ended up spraining my ankle. Thanks Hui Xin for teaching! Will try learning when my ankle fully recovered:)
4) Could spend more time with JJ.:D And also catching up with my friends!
5) Good time for watching good dramas! - The Walking Dead (damn it...only 6 episodes in first season...have to wait until Oct for the second season!) and How I Met Your Mother :)
I guess I have written much~
Hope will have the urge to write another one soon:D
`hahuhe @ 10:21 PM
- Its alright.
And it is going to be alright:)
`hahuhe @ 8:36 PM
- Eggcited for work! exams faster end lar! :D:D
`hahuhe @ 1:35 AM